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ciaoo, been in a fake-holiday for a week.. thanks to sea games that held on my town, almost all school's been in a holiday!!!

and been a happy one, since i finally got my first elc. guitar!! after dreaming for whole time.. and, talikng about dreams. i finally dreamt again.. for couple time in a month. it's kinda rare, i've rarely dream for some months.. or years maybe.. and, feeling your sleep flowered by dream, is such a beautiful night. sound's over, but. that's true.

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Umm, is the cloud's dark, or my heart's still dark. eh?

where should i start.. umm, ok. i don't really get what i've been doing these couple weeks, and. ohh, still in the gloomy one hahaha. got a tricked by eyes, that tour me to an occupied heart's doesn't hurt at all, instead seeing the heart that pissing you in front of you. well, still seeking for a good song, playin' it.. or, maybe shall i make my own? and doing the classic, just letting the time.. and wait until she'll listne to what ypu've sang. well, i don't really doubt if that's won't works.. but, i've tried, rite?

umm, and also. thanked god. i found a little bit happy spot finally. even today's not being a good one, neither i haven't got anything. better than nothing, ain't it?